Awww. ♥ Will do.
how to be cute and sexy at the same time? ask zayn malik
we’re sitting behind computer screens waiting for a 19 year old guy to get his braces off.
what the fuck is wrong with us.
There’s nothing wrong with us. Please. We’re completely normal.
niall and liam being extremely cute or then extremely gay during the take me home tour (◡‿◡✿)
There’s not a single day that I don’t think about you. Not a day that I don’t think about how you press your soft lips to mine and how your strong hands gently touch me. Not a day that I don’t think about the rush of your skin, the weight of your stare and the memoirs of your scent. There’s not a single day that I don’t remember that moment when I rested against your chest and fell asleep to your heartbeat. Not a day that I don’t think of how you wrap me in your arms like your favorite toy that you don’t ever want to let go. There’s not a single day that I don’t think of how I, a loud and talkative person, go silent to your stories and to the sound of your voice that filled the room. Not a day that I don’t think about how you possessively pulled me and pushed yourself closer for us to meet deeper. There’s not a single day that I don’t think of how we move in our own rhythm and melody with more grace than lovers who dance under the moonlight. There’s not a single day that I don’t think about all these things about you (or as to what I want to make believe… all these things about US). I always do. I’ll probably always will.
For a short while, all these thoughts and memories drew a smile on my face but not for long. But not until I come to realize that these weren’t products of love but purely of lust. To realize how loveless these were made had sent me to tears and brought me to confusion. How can you do this to me?
Why do I still go on even if I know that we’re not real? Why am I so afraid of losing the wrongs and neglect finding the rights?
It’s so frustrating that I can’t let you go. That just the thought of it makes me shiver and ironically melt down as well. I know, you can easily let go of me but you don’t want to. Well, not yet. Not because you feel the same way about me but because you just need me. Because you know when you ask me anything, I would not hesitate but give you. Even when you said before that you’re all mine, I know, deep in my heart, I can’t wholly own you. I may have your mind and body but never your heart and soul. But still, you’ll always have me. All of me.
After all these realizations, I still chose to stay by your side. Hoping that everything will turn around to my favor. Hoping that all the illusions we made will turn into reality. Hoping that our lust will magically turn into love.